Feb n Mar '05

The month of Feb n March was tirin..Symbi xams..Gosh the journey to the xam centre was so long n tirin n the xams were worse..We(Div n I) had forgotten wat it was to party n hv fun..the last time we partied was Jan 22nd..ther were 2 reasons why we din party after that..xam time n S had left to Delhi..n well I can't seem to remb the last time I had a nite out without S(i guess thats thnx to Div) but somehow I too had gotten used to him being around..The only thing that kept us goin was the trip we had planned to Delhi...
n Finally it was Mar 19th..last xam..kinda disastrous(the 2nd worst)..but who cares..xams were finallly over!!!WE chilled out in Forum that evenin..n the following week shopped for Delhi trip...dreamt n planned n waited with eagerness...Div left on 26th mar..That was a lonely weekend..parents were not in Blr..was alone at home for 3 days..but for some weird reason it din bog me down..n finally 30th Mar....

Tired Me!!!!

A simple Q...

Well this ones gonna b a real short blog...compared to my previous ones

Since V-Day have been ponderin over this question...Well for the record i dont believe in this Valentines Day concept..n hate all the hype created over it..I think its damn stoopid n well, has trivialized love...
Coming back to my Q....I have never known n completely been satisfied with any definition of love..but I read a certain definition rather Q about love in the paper..which has got me thinking...n that is ..
"What is the difference between the love one has for their parents/friends and the love one has for hmm..the so-called 'life-partner'?(Am not able to think of any other appropriate word)Is it only the physical aspect? "

I know for all of u in love n for those of you who are strong-believers of love, this would sound very wrong..but personally after lots n lots of thinking, havent been able to come up with a satisfying answer opposing this statement.

Pls feel free to let me know ur thoughts/opinions on this..infact plz plz plz...give me an ans!!!!!

love(n u readin rite)
Pavi

Jus Like That!

Hmm..Its about 11:22 PM 43 seconds and am in office.Dead tired...M waitin for some update from my boss..n dont feel like doin "WORK" so thought i ll add to my blog...So wat do i write about.....
Actually..its kinda weird...coz I ve notcied most ppl (including me) blog happy moments, sad moments or a couple of hi fi thoughts alias gyaan..so I thought of bloggin "Jus Like That".Nothin new or spl or sad or happy is happenin in Life..its the same ol' mundane routine.or probably its my fault that I have made it the same ol' routine!!!May be I'm not puttin in any effort to make Life intrestin for me...But how do i do that??????????
But hey.....Am damn excited about my Delhi Trip....Mar 30 8 PM m off to Delhi....cant' wait...Im gonna be seein my Sis..aftter about 10 mths..n Tarun..after more than a year..phew!!!!!

Yeah..Talkin about Tarun...I should add an important lesson Ive learnt..thnx to him..I remb he left Blr on Jun 28th '03..the 1st of my classmates to leave after exams..a day after the exam..hardly giving us any time to catch up n chill out with him..I cried like crazzy n felt really awful..coz somehow I had grown very close to him(Hes one of the most selfless helpful persons Ive known) n thought that was the last Im gonna see of him..n we would be in touch only for a lil while n it would gradually fade out..

Its the next day morn..Thought i ll finish this blog n then get started with work..so here goes...

Tarun n I managed to keep in touch.He came down in August for a short while n then left to London..Was depressed then too..thinking..with the seas between us..we cant really be the gr8 frenz we were in collg...But somehow..Tarun n I have ALWEZ been in touch...n hv been updated about each others lives..After the experience with him I believe distance is not all that gr8 a factor..If the relationship matters..distance can do nothing to it....
Of course when Some one whoz been a part of my daily life leaves Blr i yet feel bad...but not insecure not depressed..coz i know its upto us to make it last!
Thnx for this Valuable lesson tarun!!
"To meet n Depart is the Way of Life
To Depart n meet is the hope of Life"

Was I gonna write this blog "Jus Like That"..Initially I had nothin to write..well ther seems to be a zillion experiences n lessons n so much about Life that every thought n action brings in a memory....which one want to relive..

Bye until my next thought......

lov
Pavs!!!

Im so Loved…..

Ahh..I’m sorry if u guyz getting bored ..2 blog updates on same day..coz I don’t get to update it so often thanks to my work schedule….
Well my title probably has most of u thinking how pompous I am..but honestly..No that’s not the intention..This update is jus for me to read when Im down n think Im all alone in this world..n realize how stupid Im bein…n to make u all think of people who lov u..

To mention a few people who make me feel on cloud no 9 without any effort..

For starters my Mom..We may have a hazar quarrels..but shez alwez around for me..I feel really bad coz I ve somehow become so bizi with my own Life.but she waits n makes sure I have dinner even when I return at 12 PM from office..Thanks Mom(Though I know ur not gonna be reading this but I believe u ll somehow realize this is how I feel)

Then the most important person in my Life my Sis..Come wat may she is the world to me..n a large part of the person I am today is thanks to her…

N then my world of frenz..who give me happiness..
All of u guyz who love readin my blog..n ask me now n then for updates..

Hmm..Harish..well..he just has to know that therz something which ll make u happy..n if its within his scope..if its somethin he can do..he will do it..To take a recent example..Well he gives me missed at nite before he goes to work around 2 PM coz it jus kinda gives a kick-start to my day when i wake up the next morn n see his missed..
n yeah..If Harish is ur frend u get the complete package..the gud n bad..which is probably the best n worst part of it..Lov u Plumpy n sorry for u know wat!!!

Then..Div..coz of who Im probably yet walkin around as the Pavithra I was..She has been ther thru thick n thin..Literally!!!coz I have had maximum fun with her n I know I can turn to her when Im sad.We both have grown to care so much for each other..that even if its broad daylight..we give each other a missed to signify that we have reached home safetly(n to think one of my frenz thought I was checkin on her, when I asked her the same Q..That really broke my heart!!)
Div n S..Both of ‘em have alwez been so caring..When I hang out with ‘em I somehow feel Im in the company of a mature couple..who are such gud fun!We have been out to quite a few places together..Bryan Adams Show..coffee..n they have dropped me home so many times.Thnx guyz..seriously u donno the no. of times u ve made a diffenrence to a bad day..Hopin n Prayin for the 2 of u guyz..n my friendship with u!!!

N last but surely not the least Anu..the reason for me writin this blog..On Tursday I was in office till 11 PM..hvg an extra long n tiring day..n I jus wanted to read a gud thought before I left for the day..n so I opened anu’s mail which had the subject “ODE” expecting to read some good literatue..Only after I opened the mail did I realize..it was an ODE TO ME!!!!well words wouldn’t be enuf to express how I felt..Here is the poem she wrote for me..which she sez she couldn’t give a complimntary close to..

she is a little girl
with a big heart
it is her traits i unfurl
and here i start

Proud to call her "Dame Kindness",
Ah! she is so nice!
Verily gives out love in blindness
In short, she is a person without vice!!

Well..It made me realize wat matters is people who lov n care for u..It is important to acknowledge n feel gud about the lov u receive rather than wastin tears on lov which u yearn to get..It is necessary to give love to receive it..but is it possible practically to give without expecting anything in return????Guess that calls for another blog….

So until the next time..
Pavs

To Bindu n Viv

For those who don’t know who these 2 people are..Bindu is one of my closest skool frenz..a crazily sane gurl..n viv….well trust me none of u would believe me if I told u how we became frenz..but hez one awesome frend..n hmm..the craziest guy on the surface of this earth!!!!

Now y am I suddenly dedication a blog to ‘em..hmm..coz they made the 5th of Jan ’05 one of the most precious memorable dayz for me..n a hazar other things…Well we went out for dinner that day..Viv treated us at Leela..The grandeaur of the restaurant is not wat makes it memorable for me but the tour Viv gave us round the place..(U agree with me on that Bindu?) He took us to the Leela kitchen n all over the place n then when I fell of the stairs both of ‘em were more worried about the Camera in my hand!!!!(Yup..I yet call ‘em friends!!!)

It was so awesome..so carefree..Viv dropped me back home around 11PM..n even mom knew about it..so no guilt/fear pangs..jus an awesome time..Well when it comes to these 2 people..we don’t keep in touch regularly not every day/month..but somhow when we catch up.even if its after a year..therz no disconnection..its jus like continuing a conversation we had left halfway thru the last time..

Bindu has almost alwez forgotten my B’day..forgets to wish me for Diwali(But this year she did!!)..but I know that’s her..n ours is a long n true friendship(Tocuhwood Bindu!!!)
Viv..aahh..wat can I say..a person whoz kinda changed so much about my life..a person who I think very few people have really understood..With due respect to all my frenz…I think hez one person who kinda defines Friendship..He never calls me or anything..Its alwez me who calls him….on his bday,Xmas n new Years…Im sure he doesn’t even know my b’date….but I know that if im ever so stuck in Life n I need major help..he will NEVER EVER let me down…Thnx for givin me this kinda confidence Viv...

Donno how long we ll be in touch(Viv wont even be reading this blog!!)But I know we ll never forget each other..N Bindu..ahhh we have a long path in front of us..thru out which we ll be there for each other!!!!

Lov ya guyz
Pavi